I don't know

 I really don't know.
I don't know what to do.
What do you do when you love someone so fucking much and all you get in return is scars on your heart?
You can't let that special someone go, you just love that someone so much...you can't even let that someone go.
argh. It's just so fucked up.
Do what you have to do?
hurt me all you want. I will just take like you didn't. So c'mon hurt me all you want.
BUT don't be there for me when, I reached my breaking point.
You still have my trust, you still have my heart...pleas take care of my heart.