Lost

I am in this dark world.
Only people can see me but I can't see them.
This person came...he talked to me, he made me happy but he didn't brought me out if this dark world. He left me...all alone.
Then, she came...she made me happy, the happiest girl in the world. She Broughty me out from the dark...i saw her from then she won my heart.  I want her to stay because she is my light.

Shane...

This scene, season 2 of the l word((Don't know what ep)) Is simply perfection.
Everyone needs someone like Shane, if you know her, she's a player and all but she still cares for everyone around her.

She walks in the bathroom, took the blade.
Takes a towel and tries to stop the bleeding. 
Give her a big hug.
Tell her everything is going to be alright.

I guess, never judge a person by the number of people she sleeps with or relationship that person had. 

Im the failure

Everyone around me, the people I love,
Hurt
Because of me
I hate it.  I fucking do.
I blame myself for it. 
I don't know what to do.
Only my friend can help me.
But now that friend is down in the...trash, being destroyed.
Now, i don't what to do.
Just cry, let my drama out.
In the from of tears and sadness:(

The drama in me

I just want to cut...I want that friend of mine to help me but I know that cutting will just leave scars. Thus, a cant.
I want to scream,  hoping everything will be better.
I want to run away but problems will still remain
I don't know what to do.