Why did I see that letter? Why did let negative comments affect me?
Why did I grab that blade? I'm sorry for making you hurt yourself.
I remember promising you that day...that horrible day...
I thought that I will finally stop but flashbacks kept replaying and he left.
I felt like a failure to my friends and people I love because...
*She made 'tattoos' because of me.
She thinks that she is a trouble maker because of me.
If hadn't interfere, they will still be happy.
Mommy and daddy will not waste on engergy me.
I hurt you, her and her.**
I'm sorry for being weak.
That's the not the way. I should stay strong.
I can't promise you that I will stop...I will try...because I don't wanna hurt you when I meet my breaking point.
* This 'she' is a different person from the next 'she'
** Each her is different
Love you
Keep smiling;)
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