Book of my secrets

How many of you keep dairies?

I don't but I used to

Writting a diary releases your anger, sadness, happiness...
It's like talking to another a person, that person's name might be diary or any other name or that person might not even have a name and you trust this dairy person because whatever you write on each page of that notebook nobody is going to find out. It's like dairy(or whatever name you want yo name it) is your best friend.

The reason why I stop writing is because what if someone just sees the diary, all the secret. I mean it can be anyone, if you keep at home, your parents might see it, no matter how hard you try to hide it and if you bring around so be secure, what if your friends see it.
The secrets are gone.

So I just find other ways...yes one of the ways is for me to hurt myself but I learn it's not. 
So I rather blog or write it down on a piece of paper and throw it way.
Another way to go to the beach or any empty area and shout whatever you want.

Im not stopping from writing your diaries entires. This my pov.  Everyone have their own ways to release their drama. Just make sure it's kept safe.

Guys quick question.  What do you plan to do with the dairy once it's full? Destroy it? So that memories won't be worst.  Or keep it? For your own memories.

Keep smiling amazing people:)

Love you and only you

UPDATE:)

Hey guys;)

Thanks for reading my blog and I just want to say my post are based on what I learn or know and it's also my pove. I didn't mean to offend, hurt you and im truly sorry if I didn't.  If I did, don't be afraid to comment on the post itself. Im alright with negative comments because I want to learn.

And yea I also want to apologise for any English mistakes because my English is not so good.

So yea guys
Smille;) and stay strong.

To try is better to promise

I'm sorry to my dearest friend.

Why did I see that letter? Why did let negative comments affect me?

Why did I grab that blade? I'm sorry for making you hurt yourself.

I remember promising you that day...that horrible day...

I thought that I will finally stop but flashbacks kept replaying and he left.

I felt like a failure to my friends and people I love because...

*She made 'tattoos' because of me.

She thinks that she is a trouble maker because of me.

If hadn't interfere, they will still be happy.

Mommy and daddy will not waste on engergy me.

I hurt you, her and her.**

I'm sorry for being weak.

 That's the not the way. I should stay strong.

I can't promise you that I will stop...I will try...because I don't wanna hurt you when I meet my breaking point. 

 

* This 'she' is a different person from the next 'she'

** Each her is different

 

Love you

Keep smiling;)

Trust

TRUST.

Let me blog about this word in terms of relationship.

In a relationship, trust is the probably the most important thing in a relationship. Especially, if you want a never ending relationship.

Trust is important in a relationship because if one doesn't trust the other that he or she loves him or her then what's the point of getting in a relationship, don't even think about 'forever you and me'. 

 

You have to trust, most probably, the love of your life the that he or she loves you and only.

Let's say, for example, you see your guy with his ex....and you think that he is flirting with her but he told you his just catching up with her.

If you agree to agree with yourself, where's the true love, you're just crushing on him.

If you agree to agree with him, that's the way and you truly love him.

Don't get me wrong though. If you see him with his ex more than ,I don't know, 5 times, then it's time to get suspicious.

Trust, yes it's important but you need to know when to trust and when not to trust.

And yea this question was asked in one of my favourite shows, so yea. What is cheating to you?

Is kissing cheating? What about hugging? We all know that sleeping with another person is cheating. What about having feelings for another person, now, is that cheating to you?

Comment down below.

And this is my pov. So if you disagree with me then comment down below;) 

I didn't mean to offend anyone.

Keep smiling:)

The Big Journey

Life...it's like a journey. There's obstacles which come in your way.
You're going to fight it and not sit there and suffer and let time do all the work because you don't know what's going to happen in your big journey. 

Your journey is amazing..trust me...because God plan it. 

To have an amazing journey you just have to fight the obstacles. ..no matter how weak you are.

If you feel like you can't do it,
YOU CAN DO IT YOU ARE GOING FIGHT AWAY THE OBSTACLES. TRUST YOURSELF.

You're not a failure

😀✌️

For those android users, this post is call 'Smile 2'

From my previous post, I said it takes 12 or 17 muscles to smile but to me, it takes these 12 or 17 muscles and a special someone to smile. (According to my small research) You can take a look at it, it's just below.

Sometimes a smile can be fake, forcing the 12 or 17 muscles to make a smile.

Faking a smile is just to let people know that your alright, you're ok but there's this other side of you which is frowning because life sucks...

No matter what, try to have a real smile because, to me a real smile makes you look a thousand plus beautiful. Just think about what makes you happy, what makes you smile. ( Anything which involves hurting yourself is NOT counted)

If you don't have anything, there's always one very loving who loves you, God.

Smile;)

Blogging

To me, to blog is one my ways to release whatever drama that's taking place in me, instead of...reaching for that sharp object. 

But at times, blogging doesn't help because I'm just too tired, physically and emotionally, to reach my iPad or my phone and start typing. So I just sit there and let my tears go down my face and let the sharp object help me.

How I wish there's this device which is attach to me,which can type out what I want to release from my body(or my spirit), so whenever I feel down, I can just rant it all out on my blog. Instead of hurting myself...

Smile guys;)