Regret

Every Saturday night, I will wait for him to message me and when I see his name on the notification, I quickly tap on it.
It started out slow and soon, it turn to a sext.
It went on till the day he told me he doesn't like me anymore. I didn't know why but then a few days later he told me. It was a misunderstanding. I did explain but...now we are strangers or friends.
At the same time I feel stupid doing all this dirty talk.
Now, he loves another girl.
But I told myself,
"Hey he did not ask me why I did something like that (caused me and him to break up)it is his lost, not mine. Be strong, he threw me away not begging me to come back, you're nothing to him anymore. I'm going to prove him that he his such a loser throwing me away."
If you're asking do I still have him in my mind-99% no , 1% yes
That 1%...memories with him...
Be strong and keep smiling:)