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Hey guys! So, I hope you guys had a great day. So yea any questions-
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Have a great week, month and year ahead
Love you all of you
Keep smiling :)

Flashback

I saw the 'tattoos' on her forearm and it took me back to where I was years ago. Why did she do that? What was going on in her mind? She may look fine but her soul is not.

A person who is shy, has something more going on inside of her.

Keep smiling :) don't let anything affect your mind and body.
Lots of love♥

Regret

Every Saturday night, I will wait for him to message me and when I see his name on the notification, I quickly tap on it.
It started out slow and soon, it turn to a sext.
It went on till the day he told me he doesn't like me anymore. I didn't know why but then a few days later he told me. It was a misunderstanding. I did explain but...now we are strangers or friends.
At the same time I feel stupid doing all this dirty talk.
Now, he loves another girl.
But I told myself,
"Hey he did not ask me why I did something like that (caused me and him to break up)it is his lost, not mine. Be strong, he threw me away not begging me to come back, you're nothing to him anymore. I'm going to prove him that he his such a loser throwing me away."
If you're asking do I still have him in my mind-99% no , 1% yes
That 1%...memories with him...
Be strong and keep smiling:)

Smile

According to my small research, it takes 12 or 17 muscles to smile but to me, it takes these 12 or 17 muscles and a special someone to smile.

No matter what that special someone does, it puts a smile on my face, just seeing that special person makes me smile.

A smile makes me go through the day with no problems.

KEEP SMILING:)

Hugs

According to the dictionary, the meaning of hug is- to clasp or hold closely, especially in the arms, as in affection; embrace. But having someone hugging you means that someone cares about you; as a family member, a friend or a lover.

Someone hugging you, just makes your day great-that sense of happiness.

What makes a hug better is actually someone who you love or a crush. Makes you smile 10 times more then a normal hug.

Hugs are like my happiness to life :)

Keep smiling!

Fears

It's something you want to avoid - something or someone but sometimes you got to face it. Hate roller coaster rides, try it once, maybe you will like it but if you don't then don't try it again but at least you can tell people you tried it once. Scared of a someone, don't focus on them too much and just walk, be strong!
My teacher once told me if your too focus on your fear, it's going to get over you and affect you.

Keep  smiling:)

Believe

Was on the edge of dying. Felt like giving up.
 "I have to do this. You can do it"
In the end, we won the match. Placed top in the zone.
You can do it. Anything is possible, just believe in yourself and you can do it.

Stupid

Was so stupid to fall in love with him.
Got pulled in and can't get out.
Left there all alone.
All I got to do his make him feel the way I feel.
I thought he was the one.
I thought this will happen.

But
I was wrong.

They are NOTHING

When ever I feel depress or sad, I take it out, make "tattoos" on my arm. I felt like giving up. I felt useless, unwanted....I stopped when my friend look at the "tattoos" on my arm and she decided to do it on herself for me. From there, I felt like what did I do to the people around me.
Bullies are just "big" people, there are nothing. They are just trying to bring you down and all you have to do is just fight them, you may be weak but your soul is strong and remember, GOD loves you. Keep smiling :D

I cant.

She asked me to meet her up at the toilet. When I reached there, she passed me a paper and said, " Read this privately."  I took it when into one of the cubicals. Open it up. How can two of my friends, best friends, say this. One of them change but I can't forgive them. I was betrayed, bullied. I may look like I like her but inside she is a bully. Memories can't be erase...